I love it when you smile earnestly,
when your eyes fill with sincere joy
and that just for at least a moment
all your cares seem to fade away.
I love how the green in your eyes shines brighter and that your look is more vibrant.
How you hide your mouth with your hand, because you don't want to show your whole smile, as if its too real and others might see that you are genuinely happy.
I sometimes feel that you are afraid to express emotions, especially joy,
you seem so troubled most of the time,
that i can't help but think that your smiles and your laughter are very special
and very rare.