I am constantly torn between two choices:
locking my heart completely or sharing it more often.

Sharing my heart usually ends up with me being either overjoyed or shattered.
Can those brief moments of happiness counter part the  pain and
convince me to continue giving myself to others?

Locking my heart makes me feel safe, secure but also withdrawn and empty.
I always expose to much of me, perhaps to early and I either scare people
away with my sincerity or overwhelm them by sharing too much.
I have yet to find a balance between protecting my feelings and sharing them with others.